The One With His Big Dream

One day, I will attend the Oscar Academy Awards, and sit next to Jake Gyllenhaal.

cos if you don't dream big, what's the use of dreaming?

The One With All The Small Things

I think i am really the 90's baby. Because i still find Blink 182 and Incubus are way way cooler than My Chemical Romance and Avenged Sevenfold.

The One With The 2010 First Post.

Happy 2010 everyone. I hope you'll have a good one. And i do hope it will be a great year for me too. I dont imagine it to be easier. I am aware with the fact that a lot of people might be leaving me this year. And as for my college life, i also do not expect it to be more fun and i doubt(huge doubt) Malacca will top KL as my favourite place to be at. Lets just hope i'll have a great year. Happy New Year everyone !

The One With The Best Year.

So 2009 is finally ended yesterday. As cliche as it may sounds, it feels funny how time flies so fast.

I still remember how i wrote my new year post last year. I was wondering whether i'll write an emo post at the end of the year fr another bad years in my life or something good will happen. And I think now is the best time to tell the answer. 2009 definitely is the best year i've ever had since, i cant remember when.

Not to exaggerate or anything, but seriously, i cant remember when's the last time i feel this happy. Okay, it's not that i am 24/7 happy, but you know what i mean? heh. Except for my SPM's result, everything else's was great , i think. It's like my new life. I'm hanging out with a lot of new people, be friends with new people, and in 2009, I met a wonderful girl who is probably the main reason why i am this happy now.

I dont think my 2009 would be this great if i didnt meet you in the first place. and yes, by you , i mean The Girlfriend. I la-la-la-la-love you !

ps; it's new year, and im allowed to be jiwang kan?

The One With The 70's show

I think people would think I am 600 times cooler than i am now if I look like Ashton Kutcher

Holiday is gonna end soon. I know I wasnt being as productive as I wish I'd be , but i really dont want the holiday to end. So what if I get bored spending my time at home? It's not like i have a great time in college anyways?

Anyway, Christmas is tomorrow. In case i wont be in the writing mood tomorrow, ill just wish you guys today. Merry Christmas or Happy Hannukah or to those who will celebrate both , Happy Christmukkah.

The One With The Plan B

This picture should be the best answer on why cant i be a model. Just look at the pose. I dont think any designer would hire a model with a weird hand postures while posing for their products. What a waste, sbb muka dah ada dah.

Oh Sa'diyah should be orang yang ke sembilan puluh lapan ratus to think that i am fat now. (forgive me, i am a fan of exaggerating)

Quote of the week

"you never wanna underestimate the power of the sympathy vote"

no, im not gonna post cool quotes every week. I just wrote Quote of the WEEK to make it sounds cooler because i figured quote of the century might sounds too much.

The One With The Moving On Talk

Moving On, probably one of the hardest thing to do in life. The lyrics of Ben Harper’s song (which then cover by Joe Brooks) – “ So hard to do , but so easy to say “ in reference to the Move On part , caught my eyes which I think one of the reason why i wrote this post. People, especially friends always expect their friends (who suffer from a break up) to move on because they think it’s the best thing to do. It is, but like the lyrics said, it’s easier to say than done. Especially when that person has fallen deeply to that person who left him/her.

One major fact that you have to realize before you starts dating (or falling in love with someone at least) , you have to be aware that there is always a possibilities that the relationship wont work out ( or in the falling in love case, get rejected ). I’m not saying that you have to think about the possibilities of you breaking up everyday, because that’s just plain stupid. You can however, set in mind that breaking up or get rejected is part of human’s life.

One thing that I dont understand is when people started to hate their ex (-es) after being dumped by them. Well it make sense if that person lied, not being honest, or used you for any particular reason, that it is okay to hate that person. But I don’t understand when people tend to hate their ex-es just because the former boyfriend/girlfriend is falling for someone else. No, I didn’t mean cheating. What I meant was, when one person, honestly tell their boyfriend/girlfriend that they want to end the relationship (this case is usually still accept by people). But when the reason for the break up is because she/ he meets someone new, the people who just being dumped tend to hate the honest boyfriend/girlfriend who have the guts to admit that they like someone new. Isn’t it better for them to admit to you rather than they have an affair behind you? Or isn’t it better for them to come clean rather that hiding (lying) their feelings, and pretend like they still love you?

Loyalty should be the issue here. But sometimes, u just cant blame them ( unless you have proved that they did it on purpose or they just trying to play with you heart, and all of this belong to the other case – dishonest ). I mean, yes, one should be loyal to their boyfriend/girlfriend. However, we have to accept the fact that sometimes, it is beyond our control. Sometimes you just fall for someone else even if you don’t want it to happen. Yes, we can fight it, but it is hard right? This is nature of life and we really can’t do anything about it.

Well,who am I kidding? Of course we will be mad if our boyfriend/girlfriend left us for another person. But what you can do is to keep the feelings inside. Or maybe share with someone. DON’T go texting them or post in your blog and tell them how much you hate them. Or tell everyone that your ex is a bitch. It is wrong and stupid. Be mature , don’t do it ( Bitching about them to your heart is fine tho )

“it's so hard to do and so easy to say.
But sometimes - sometimes,
you have to walk away - walk away.

With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one?"

Ben Harper/ Joe Brooks - Walk Away

So yes, only thing that you can do is to move on. Even if you cant find someone new, just try to be happy. You don’t need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy. Just live your life and pray that one day you’ll find your replacement.

Ps : Please don’t be mad at me for trying to sound clever by writing this post. Blame the holidays. And trust me, even I am not sure why of all the topics that people can think of when they’re bored, I chose this topic.

The One Where Hand-ry Denies Irish's Dream

The World Cup Qualifying ended last Tuesday. 5 team won their play-off match to complete the list of 32 team who qualify for World Cup 2010 in South Africa.

The main highlight for the play-off was the goal scored by the French team to win them the game against Ireland. Because Henry clearly handle the ball using his hand before he assisted the ball to Gallas who scored the winning goal. And the best part is, Henry do admit that he used his hand but he did not have the guts to tell the ref about that. I was quite disappointed because I want Ireland to win. No, I am not a fan of Ireland, but I am just not a fan of France. And I wished they didnt make it to the World Cup. But sadly, they do qualify.

Other sad news is, Russia also did not make it to the World Cup. They lost to Slovenia. Kalau Russia kalah, takde la Arshavin nanti. Kurang comel la World Cup ;( haha. * I dont know why I keep telling people about Arshavin. And he's not even a Man United player. pelik ah.

The One With The Favourite Hollywood Couple

Brad Pitt & Angelina Jolie

Ben Affleck & Jennifer Garner

David Beckham & Victoria

Jay-Z & Beyonce

Tom Cruise & Katie Holmes

Soon enough, you'll find my name in the paper/magazines

which is in the same section as them.

And of course by then , ill be wearing a very cool tux.

I am Syahmi. For a small guy, i have a BIG dream.

The One With The End Of The Chapter 1

I am on my semester break now. Finally. After 5-6 months stuck in Melaka, I am finally back in KL * padahal balik KL every week kan. But its good to be home tho :)

So my first semester is officially finished last Sunday after my Sociology test. To be honest , it was quite a good run so far. Well, at least it was better than what i expected. Being in Uitm Malacca isnt that bad. Except for the part where i have to figure out how to balik every weekend, and tonnes of assignment , everything else was okay. Well , yes there was some bad things happened, but i'd rather forget about it.

Let's talk about my room. I LOVE MY ROOM. Why? Because it's cooler than your room. Well better than Saarah's room at least. ( saja cari gaduh ). why? because my room has an air-conditioner . And I love my roommates. Well, not love lah. I dont love people that easily. haha but yeah, i like them as my roommate. My classmates are okay. To be honest , I am not that close to most of them, and I dont think I have any close guy friends. Sad eh? I am only close to two of the girls in the class which i dont think is necessary for me to mention their names here.

In short, my first semester was fine. and I hope, I really hope i can make into the Dean List this semester. Amin

*sorry for the late updates. Ive been busy. Ill update more interesting post next time. BYE.